So I am going to include a little bit of December because that is when I officially met Chris and want to have it all together in one story!
December 15th: All of last week I was feeling so done with guys...All of them! I decided to change my focus onto my studies (which is where it should have been all along anyway haha)....but Friday came and everything changed!! After track practice was over, which ended early because my elbow was killing me, Ali and I were walking pass the gym and saw a group playing volleyball. We debated for like 5 minutes whether or not we should ask if we could play. Even though I really shouldn't have because of my elbow, we ended up asking anyway! After two hours of playing Ali had to go but I continued to play for another hour. Afterwards I was just playing around with 4 of the guys. I got along really well with them right from the beginning! Their names were Chris, Heath, Drew, and Daniel. Chris and I especially hit it right off, the others are his roommates. Chris is so cute...He is tall, dark, and handsome with curly hair! They really wanted to race me because they thought with me being on the track team that meant I was fast! haha I knew they would beat me so I said that whoever wins has to give the other one cookies! They of coarse won and I lost. So they owed me oreo cookies and milk which they invited me to come to their apartment to have! Kind of crazy of me to go alone with four guys I just met, but I felt really good about them. They just had a special spirit about them that impressed me! While we were at their apartment they started talking about their plans to go sledding that night and Chris then asked me to come with! I gave them the idea to take the wind surf board to go sledding on, which we did end up doing! Sledding was so much fun! I had a blast with them. We then went to Wendys to eat and then Chris took me home. Chris and I stayed out in the car for about 15ish minutes just talking. He is such a good guy and it was really easy to talk to him. I then told him that I had to go and he asked if he could walk me to my door! I was so giddy on the inside! He gave me the best hug at the door! The cool thing about this guy is that he is so respectful, he opens the door for me all the time and hasn't made any drastic moves on me like the past guys I have been around!
The following day, Saturday, he called me around 2 to go play volleyball again...so I did! We played for another 3 hours! I couldn't play very well because my elbow was hurting Really bad! Afterwards Chris asked me to go with them to their ward Christmas party...I went of coarse! When that was done we went and bought a couple of movies that we took back to his apartment to watch. Most of the time it was just me, Chris and his roommates...Definitely could not complain about that! We then went back to my apartment, talked again, and then he took me to my door and gave me another great hug! I get along with him so well and I just find him funny! When I got inside my roommates calculated that in the last 30 hours, 15 of it was with him and the other 12 hours was asleep! haha Sunday morning he added me as a friend on facebook and later that night he invited me over for games. I told I would but only if he could get me back by 11pm because I had a test Monday morning at 8am. I just love hanging out with him, it is so fun! When he walked me to my door that night to say goodnight, he asked me out on a "Elf" date for Friday! I am so excited! I just love how we have so much in common. He likes outdoorsy stuff, country music and so much more that I am excited to learn more about. Usually I am the one to ask a lot of questions at the beginning, but he has asked me so much about myself and my family that I haven't even had much of a chance to ask about him! So weird and different from past guys I have seen! Monday and today (Tuesday) I have just been studying math and ASL all day to get ready for their tests in each on Thursday. Tonight I have my throwers track Christmas party! I am excited, should be way fun! Chris called me yesterday and wants me to go to the basketball game on Thursday with him after my finals! Wednesday we are planning on studying together and then going shopping together to for Christmas presents for my brothers. I am so pumped for this week even though it is finals week! He just makes life so much better!
December 22nd: I am now home for Christmas break but I need to catch you up on my past week! So on Wednesday Chis and I met up at the library to study together. It was funny because he asked me if I had looked at his pictures on FB and I told him no even though I had! Blah haha I then asked him if he wanted to see my pictures on FB and he told me that he had already looked at my pictures...I felt so dumb for lying! On Thursday I took my math final and did horrible on it but was so relieved it was over. After my ASL final Chris picked me up and we went to the BYU basketball game together. It was a lot of fun and we practically talked the whole time! BYU won!
On Friday I went to weightlifting, got my money back for my books, cleaned my apartment, and then got ready for my date with Chris! He came by and got me around 10pm because of work. He then took me to this really cool light display that tunes into the radio. He was then going to take me out to dinner but everything was pretty much closed. So instead we went to a grocery store and bought a bunch of food to make stir fry at his apartment! By the time we were done eating it was like 1am! We then talked for awhile and made a list of things to do together and was back to my apartment around 2am!
Saturday morning Chris woke me up with a phone call! They came over for breakfast. So I got up and made waffles, scrambled eggs and sausage for Deric, Daniel, Chris, Drew, and Marcie. After we finished Drew, Chris, Daniel and I went and played racketball. That was fun and they are all pretty good too! After racketball Chris and I gave each other a hug before it was time for Daniel and I to leave for home for Christmas! So far with my time being at home I have been hanging out with Aspen! We earned $25 cleaning out her grandma's basement. We had fun together, I have missed her! She spent the night at my house with me last night and then we went to her basketball practice. Afterwards I went and weight-lifted. When I got home I took a two hour nap! Currently I am watching a movie while watching Macie who is currently asleep on my lap! It has been so good to be back home but I look forward to when Chris calls me...He last called on Sunday!
January 2nd: So over the holiday, Chris called me almost every other day. I enjoy talking to him. The longest we talked was about an hour. The first week of my holiday was really good, but the second week was miserable. I got sick along with mostly everybody else in my family. I pretty much just bummed around, slept, and slept more the whole time. I did get to hang out with Aspen quite a bit, I really enjoyed that. One of the days, we were laughing so hard over nothing and afterwards our stomaches hurt, it was so much fun though.
Daniel and I left New Years Eve to go back to our apartments. There at the end, we had 11 kids under the age of 7 at my house! It was a nut house, I felt bad for my mom. So once we got back to our apartments it was just nice and quiet. Daniel and I watched the Jazz play- and then watched a movie on TV for New Years. On Friday I just slept and watched tv to the whole day. I still wasn't feeling all that good and all the gyms were closed. However, later that night Chris got back. I went over to his apartment and helped him clean then we both made some soup. Chris is sick too, he has the same thing that I do, sore throat, runny nose, head ache, cough. After we ate, we met up with Daniel and Jessica at my apartment and played some games. Then we went to Jessica's and watched "How to lose a Guy in ten days, Chris and I "snuggled" but still hadn't held hands. We left and Chris gave me a good hug good night. Saturday - Chis had to work until 6 p.m. So I went to the track and threw some and did my abs work out, then ran a whole bunch. The theme for the week was Booty Week! Once I got back to my apartment I took a shower chatted with Chris over facebook, then I went to the book store to get my books. When I got back I cooked some stroganoff for Chris and I for dinner, then we went to the BYU basketball game. They won like 94 to 45 (something like that). We then went to Chris's apartment and was able to cross one off the list. We watched Madagascar 2. Half way through the movie, He Held My Hand!! I had butterflies, but I sure did like it! After the movie, we talked for a while while we played some card games which I kept beating him at! He found out that I am VL and pretty much everything else about me. I don't think that I have any secrets now! I found out that he had never kissed a girl in high School either. He has had 4 girl friends that he has kissed. All four relationships lasted more than three months, one lasted 9 months! He has only held 6 girls hands. To me he sounds like a really good guy, and again, he told me that I was really easy to read! He is a good guy, he has only dated those girls that were good girls. He comes from a good family, his parents both served missions and his brothers and sister. I really like him, I enjoy being with him, we are able to joke around and have fun. I could see myself kissing him, but I am definitely not ready to do that yet ... I am too scared!
January 3rd: Wow, So I woke up in Such a good mood ... I guess that I really enjoyed holding his hand! Chris came to my ward today because he missed his to go pick up Heath from the airport! I am glad that
they came! It was so much fun having them come to my ward. After Church we went to their apartment and made german pancakes. I stayed there playing games until about 9:30, then went home. My roommates are back!! I love them! I stayed up late talking to Mary!
January 7th: Today is Thursday and so far this week has been great! My classes are good, I am excited.
On Monday I still felt sick, I went to bed early but then Chis woke me up and came over for just a little while. I still really like him, but I am definitely not ready to kiss or anything like that. On Tuesday night I went with Chris to drop something off at his sister's house. That was fun. On Wednesday I went to practice, which I was struggling a little with the javelin. After all my classes I went home and talked to my roommates and then Health and Chris came by and picked up Mary and I to go to the basketball game. That game was so good. They were close the whole game, but in the last couple seconds we pulled a head and won! After the game we all went to my apartment and just chilled for awhile. I was so tired, I didn't get to bed until 12. Today has been good so far. I have gone to practice and to class and now I am going to take a nap and then go to my last two classes for this week. Which by the way, in all of my classes I have people I know, makes it nice! Most of them I have a lot of girls from the track team with me! Life is Great! I talked to Marla on the phone for an hour yesterday and my dad the day before for an hour. I love talking to family.
January 8th: On Friday after practice, I went home with Daniel for my mom's b-day. It was so good to be home, I love my mom so much. While we were home we went to Buck Pizza and then we all went to the movie theatre and watched "Blind Side", Such a good movie! We all had a blast there. Before the movie started, I got up the courage to stand up in front of everybody and had them sing Happy Birthday to my mom. She was so embarrassed. When I sat down my hands were shaking for the longest time. Daniel and I left back up north after the movie was over.
January 9th: Mary and I got dressed and ready, and then Chris and Heath came and picked us up for our date. We all, including Daniel and Jessica, went to Heber to go ice-skating. I had So much fun! There were a couple of times where Chris and I could have definitely kissed, but we didn't, I am too much of a chicken. And I really am not ready to kiss. My legs are so cut up because my skates were rubbing them and when Heath threw me over the side his skate hit my shin. Afterwards, we went and ate and then headed back home. It was tons of fun. When we got back, we dropped Mary off and then we went and played walleyball, I am on their team. That was fun, but I wasn't used to the rules. We then went back to his apartment. When we were there Chris and I wrestled. He is really strong, he picked me up in a cradle and threw me over the coach. Again there was another moment where he could have kissed me. Still VL!
January 10th: On Sunday I went with Chris to the fireside and then went to their apartment afterwards for dinner. Dinner was so good, and I had lots of fun being with them all. After we ate, we played Rooke for the longest time. After playing games Chris took me home, I was so tired. When we got to my apartment, I did my normal routine by unlocking the door opening it just a little before giving him a hug, but right when I opened the door I saw about five guys in there. I was so embarrassed that I hurried and shut the door. I am So Stupid! I could hear them making their teasing noises, I knew exactly what I was headed for. I invited Chris in after a moment and when we went in I saw Mike Coreless, out of all people. By that time I was just flustered. So I went into the kitchen to get a drink and Chris followed. I told him about mike and then after about 10 min of just talking, he gave me a hug and left. After he left, I was done for. All of the guys were teasing me and giving me a hard time. Mike was actually being really good about it all. By the end, I was so tired and cranky that I couldn't handle any more questions, so I left and went to bed. Morning came and I was still feeling awkward, weird and frustrated about last night, and to top things off, I was feeling sorry for myself about my elbow and how stupid it is. My coach did tell me though that I could probably place in the top two at Junior Nationals if I keep doing well, which will probably be outside the country! That would be awesome. Later I went to my Book of Mormon class, which I absolutely love! I have an awesome teacher. I felt he Spirit so strong today, that I about cried. His lesson today made me feel so blessed and humble, and made me feel so stupid for thinking so much about myself. I really need to do more service. He told a story about someone paying for this ladies food through a drive through without her knowing, she cried, which about made me cry. I have been too selfish lately! So my goal for this week is to write a note with some cookies to few people in my ward and to keep my eyes open to see there is anyone in need of my friendship. Tonight I am just going to study, go to FHE and then go to bed early!
January 14th: On Tuesday it was just a normal day, except for when I got a 10 out of 10 on a quiz and I got to go play wolleyball with Chris. On Wednesday(yesterday) when I got home from school and studying I watched "American Idle" and then for the longest time I was going crazy. I could not hold still, I had so much energy and just wanted to do something with Chris. I was probably driving my roommates
nuts. Luckily later he called me and then he came over. I was So happy when he called. I have decided that I would be ok if he was to kiss me now it is just when the time is right. He came over and we stayed and talked to my roommates forever about "Politics"" Yuck! Later we were finally able to leave. He took me to this really cool place with an awesome swing. We stayed there for awhile talking and then we left. I still had So much energy. While we were driving we passed some park slides and I told him to pull over. We then raced to the sides and played on those for awhile. I think that we are a little too big for them. He then dove us to Utah lake and then we headed back to my apartment and that was it for the night. I was so happy and giddy when I got back, that I couldn't sleep. I laid there in bed for like two hours, my mind
was just spinning. I think I was just really hoping he would have tried to kiss me! I did not get enough sleep last night. Today has been good day except for this morning at track my elbow was hurting (I am so sick of it, I just want to cut it off ), and they were changing my form Again from how they taught me before. So frustrating ... I about cried. However, later Chris called me and told me the best news Ever! He told me that he was doing this hoop contest and Won! He was front row seats at the basketball game for this Saturday, like the ones on the court where you can smell the sweat! I am So excited ... Chris is amazing! I wish he would have the "DTR" talk with me though because Jesse from my ASL class is being a little more friendly than I would like and if Ashton wants to go on a date or something with me and I don't know what to tell them, I have never been in a relationship before and don't know what I am doing! Tonight I am probably going to go running and then play volleyball with Chris and his roommates, I even invited TY and Aly - So hopefully it will be fun. I don't see how it wouldn't ... I will be with Chris!
January 18th: This weekend has been so good, especially when I hang out with Chris! On Friday I practically lived at the field House all day. I got home around five and then spent the rest of the day with
Mary. We talked for a while and then went to Walmart and bought Hanna Montana. We got back and started to watch it, but then Chris called and wanted to come over if we watched something else. Mary needed some girl time however so Chris ended up coming over later with Heath and brought Oreos and Milk. They ended up watching the end of the movie with us. On Saturday, I cleaned a whole bunch and then at 3:20 Chris picked me up to go to the B-ballgame. It was so much fun and they even won. I think that we're good luck because every time we go they win! Right after the game Chris and I met up with his roommates and played volleyball for three hours. It was lots of fun and my elbow didn't even bother me! On Sunday I went to church and then afterwards had my relief society meeting for an hour and a half, then I made dinner for Daniel and Chris. It was really yummy if I do say so myself. After we ate, Daniel left and then Chris and I talked for a long time. We have been dating exactly 5 weeks now ... Crazy. He is the longest that I have dated a guy so far, we still haven't kissed but I Really want to! I am just so scared too. When we were talking on Sunday, we started asking each other a lot of questions. He loves to see me embarrassed and etc. We got on the topic about kissing and such and he said that besides the kissing that this is normal speed. I was glad to hear that. He also told me the things that he likes about me, which were really sweet things he said, He likes how I am so kind and courteous to others and thinks about others ... which kind of surprised me because that was an area that I thought I needed to work on. Anyways, we were joking round how I haven't been brave enough to kiss and then he went for it and I started laughing and covered my mouth ... I couldn't do it like that, it wasn't romantic enough! I don't think that he would have really kissed me. Anywho, today was good and exciting. I woke up in time to go with Daniel and Heath to go watch "Hamlet". It was four hours long, from 9-1pm. Crazy!! Surprisingly I stayed awake for the whole thing. Afterwards I came home, did a little home work, cleaned some, and then went to weightlifting at 4.
January 19th: Today is a wonderful Tuesday! Waking up this morning was a little difficult, but I was able to manage to get off to practice. I got there early enough to get my elbow rapped and heated. It felt tons better having it rapped. After practice my legs could not stop shaking. We had to run 10 sets of stairs, I haven't done that in a long time. After practice I also got my arm treated with stem and ice, then I ran off to class. After my asl class I went and took a nap in the locker room, studied more, went running, and then went and played Wolleyball with Chris and Heath. Wolleyball was boring because we played a team that wasn't good at all, we won of course! Afterwards Chris and I went to the library to study! We didn't hold hands until on our way home! Once we got back to my apartment he unlocked my door and then came in to help me bring my things in. For a while we were just in the kitchen, he gave me a hug and then we just sat there for a moment. My nose was right next to his! I was going to let him kiss me, but then he didn't. He backed away and said I won't do it tonight. My whole thought process was " Oh Boy, you might have lost your chance! I told him "good because I was scared", but in reality I was just saying that cause I was a little frustrated. He was just testing me. He made it so I want to kiss him even more! haha
January 21st: Yesterday I went to track practice, which I am not supposed to throw for a couple of weeks, then went to my classes, studied, took a half hour nap on the love sacks, then Deric called me. Him and my dad were up on business, and called me to take me out to dinner. We went to Panda Express, I ate So much. We talked for awhile and then they took me back so I could make it to my doctor appointment. At my appointment, the doctor gave me pills to take to take the inflammation down, and told me to get it X- Rayed and maybe a MRI on Friday. I might have a piece of bone chipped off in my elbow. Afterwards I went back to my apartment, did some homework and then I got in the shower. After my shower Peter called and asked if he could come over. He wanted to know if he could ask me a question, in person ... I was like oh crap, what do I do? I knew that he was going to ask me out on a date and that I would say Yes because Chris and I haven't had the "DTR" talk yet and I have never told a boy no for a date. To my surprise, when Peter came over he asked me if I would go to the Masquerade Ball with him. Of course I said yes and gave him a hug then he left, I was freaking out to my roommates because I didn't want to go and wish I would have said no. I am not a big fan of Dances! Oh well, it should be fun. I will do my best to have fun too, but now I have to get a dress and every thing! That night I couldn't sleep for the longest time, I kind of felt bad about saying yes when I am pretty much dating Chris (but not sure if he is dating others too)! I just wish I would have told Peter to let me check my schedule and get back to him after I had talked to Chris, but obviously did not! Today I went to track practice and at practice, I did my abs workout, jump ropes, med ball, worked on technique with the rubber band, sprinted 8 20s, ran five stairs, and then ran 1 Mile. After all that I still got done early, even with getting my arm treated afterwards. So because I was done early, I went to my class and waited for it to start while eating my lunch. After my first class I went to the library to do homework but instead fell asleep. Afterwards I went to my other classes and then back to to my apartment. I talked to Mary and her brothers for a good long while and then went to Daniel's basketball game that they ended up winning! Chris then came and picked me up to go study at the library! It was so good to see him! After Studying, we went to Heath's soccer game. Chris and I just played around with the soccer ball, it was fun, and then he brought me back home. He is So much fun to be with. I am so excited for tomorrow!
January 24th: This weekend was so much fun. I invited a bunch of the track girls, Chris and his roommates and some of Daniel's friends to come down to my house. We all left Friday night to my house and once we got there my mom had Dinner all prepared for us. My mom is so amazing, I love her so much! We had Navajo tacos and then we all went out to the hot pots. It was very fun. We then all got back to my house and took showers and watched a movie. By the time we started the movie it was 2:30. Chris and I snuggled a little, but I ended up falling asleep on his shoulder. At 4am I decided to go to bed. I slept on Marla's couch because my bed was taken. Marla was on the other couch with her baby that fussed the whole night and at 6:00 am her girls all woke up. Pretty much I only got like 3 hours of sleep that night. However, once we all woke up and got breakfast then we went tubing. That was lots of fun and luckily nobody got hurt. When we got back to the house we had lunch and then people started heading out. Chris, Heath, Marcie, and I were the last to leave, we didn't leave until about 5. Chris is so good with little Kids. A lot of the time Chris would like disappear and I wouldn't know where he was at and then I would find him playing with my little nieces. Part of me wish we got a little more alone time at my home! Before we left we played wolleyball and then we headed back up north. When we got back up, they dropped me off at my house so that I could get ready. By this time I was SO tired, I didn't fall asleep on the way home because I wanted to stay awake and talk to Chris so he wouldn't fall asleep.
*First KISS*
They later came and picked me up again to go to the men's volleyball game. After the game we went to Chris's and ate pizza and then watched "Saint and Soldiers". It was a way good show. Chris and I snuggled the whole movie. However, before the movie Chris tried to kiss me, in the kitchen, right after I just took a bite of a brownie. I know that I promised myself that I wasn't going to back out on the kiss again, but I was not going to kiss him in his kitchen while Heath was in the living room, especially with brownie in my mouth. Anyway, we joked about it for a while, and then later I kissed him on the cheek just to prove that I could do it ... a little! During the movie though we snuggled and I could tell that he really wanted to kiss me ... Why couldn't the have kissed me while we were down at my place? I was surprised that I stayed awake for the whole movie. My eyes were burning and feeling so heavy by this time. When we were walking back to my place, we were holding hands, and the whole time I was thinking in my head: "Do I kiss him? Yeah ... No I don't want my first kiss at my door . .. Yeah , No ! ! By the time we got to the door, I gave him a hug and my mind was Blank ... and we kissed!! Oh my gosh! It wasn't scary at all or bad. It was just a peck and then right after we kissed, I didn't mean to say this out load, but I said " I did it" he he and then got super embarrassed and hid my head in his shoulder. He laughed and then I looked up and again we kissed. It was so cute! Aww I am NOT VL anymore!! Yay! I really like this guy. We have been dating for a month and a half now! We went inside for like a second and Mary was getting after us saying that I am late and such, then She went in the bedroom and again he kissed me and then left. Right after he left I was freakn' out! I was So giddy, hyper, and twitter-pated! Mary and Kellie were enjoying the excitement with me. They even made posters to put above my bed say -Amber isn't VL, Amber lost her VLness. They even took pictures of me. I didn't have a bad feeling about it once, I still don't and I hope that I never do. Oh my heck, I still can't believe that we actually kissed! That night was the first night this whole week that I was able to sleep. The whole week it was like waiting for Christmas! It was so worth waiting until now to have my first kiss with him! The next day I told my mom and my sisters about last night I got giddier than ever. It still makes me so happy to think about it! Tomorrow, the girls at track are going to freak! I can't wait to tell them! Oh my heck ... AH ... I Can't believe it! And now, I don't know what happens next.
January 25th: OK So last night was so weird! Both Chris and I, were on this Crazy, confusing rollercoaster ride! So he came our last night around 9:30 ish. I was So tired and ready for bed. It was weird
because at first I didn't really know how to act around him. Anyway he came in and we just talked, but we couldn't really talk about a whole lot because Kellie was sitting there the whole time! She was frustrating me. There was a part that was cute. He saw my list of qualities that I want in a guy in my scriptures and then I made him make a list. I forgot that I had that list in there. But later is where I started getting so confused and frustrated. I didn't know but Kellie sent a message on her calculator for Chris to read and then he asked the question "Why " and then I was really confused of what was going on. I was getting so frustrated because they both weren't telling me what She told him. Finally after a while Chris whispered to me that she said that he needed to have a DTR with me. At that point I was ticked at Kellie ... why would she tell him that? By that time Chris was confused and wanted to know why. I finally decided to put shoes and a coat on and go for a walk. While we were on the walk, I told him how Peter asked me to go on the date and how I said yes because I didn't know where we were at with our relationship. I don't think that he liked that at all. He was really quiet the whole time. We definitely had a mis communication. I think that he thought that I was kind of interested in this guy, but I am definitely not! I told him that I just didn't know what to do. He told me that he doesn't like DTR, that both should just know and not need one. He told me that he hasn't asked any other girls out any dates since he met me. I told him the same thing, until
this guy. When we got back to my apartment, he gave me a hug and told me that I need to think it over and
make a decision. I went inside gave Kellie a hug and forgave her for interfering, and then called Chris. I told Chris that I don't want to date other guys, just you. But I still said yes to this guy and got to go. He told me that is fine, he still didn't sound like he appreciated it. I feel So bad, I have never been put in this kind of situation before and I am pretty sure I didn't handle it as well as I should have . Oh well, I think things are good between us now. The next day at practice I did tell the girls about my first kiss with Chris! They all flipped out, and laughed at me. I think the whole track team knows now, they were all so excited for me. It was kind of embarrassing! I have learned that some things should just be kept to myself ... I am still shocked that Kellie told ... Oh well, what's done is done .
Tonight at 5 I went to the Dr for my arm and he told me that I will have to have an MRI some time this week! I guess I will find out if I am claustrophobic or not.
January 27th: Yesterday was a good day. Since it was Tuesday it was just a normal day of classes. Later that night however, Chris came and picked me up to go play our wolleyball game. We did not play very well, but luckily pulled out with a win. It was so good to see Chris, and it wasn't even weird or nothing, it was actually better than ever between us. He held my hand right off the bat and it was good from then on. After the game Chris and I went to the library to study, except I didn't have a whole lot to do because I didn't have my keys to my apartment to get my homework. So the last half hour in the library I just played games. Afterwards we went to a friends house to play games. When we got done, Chris and I went out to his car and to our surprise his car had a boot on it. I just laughed about it, but Chris didn't find it very funny especially when he had to pay $50. When we finally got back to my apartment, we had to wait until someone finally opened the door and then he kissed me good night. Ahh, I am so brave, but he is wonderful. The next morning I had to be at the hospital at 7:45 for my MRI, I was So scared and wishing that Chris was there with me. Luckily I didn't have to have any injection into me. All I had to do was lay do my stomach with my arm up by my head. Then they put me in the tube for 40 min. After the first 10 min my shoulder was killing me. I didn't think that I was going to last. The only thing that helped keep my mind off it was to think about Chris. I know, I'm silly! When I was finally done my arm hurt so bad. After all of that crazy stuff, I went to my apartment, ate, and then went to weight lifting. After weights, me and some of the other girls on the team went and get our nails done. That was So much fun! On facebook Chris asked how my MRI went. I totally made up a story how I went into shock and had a seizure. He bought it clear until we met up with each other tonight and I told him! haha, I am So mean.
January 30th: Thursday I just had a pretty much normal day, except for that night Chris, Heath, and I had our wolleyball game. We played a good team but still beat them in two games! After the game Chris and I went to the Library to do homework. I was so tired and didn't want to study but being there kind of forced me to. Now Friday was my crazy day. When I woke up that day I had cramps and started my period. I never get cramps but I sure did this time. At practice I couldn't hardly do anything because it hurt so bad, I just sat there. After practice I came home, got dressed and then went to the library and studied with Chris before I went to take my test. I was still hurting and I think Chris could tell. When I was taking my test I could hardly function and ended up getting 20 out of 25 70%. I definitely could have done better. After my test I went home and Mary and Lizy (her little sister) were there. I told them how I was hurting and they gave me this liquid, chalk tasting stuff to help with cramps. It didn't help one bit, it just gave me diarrhea and made my stomach hurt. I felt like I was Harry on Dumb and Dumber! So not only did I have cramps and blood, but had diarrhea and stomach ache, I felt so nasty. Later I got ready for the dance with Peter, I did not want to go at all! I took about a 15 min. nap before he got here still feeling gross. Hind sight I wish I would have canceled back when I told Chris about Peter asking me. It would have only been fair to Peter! We first went out to dinner at Macaroni Grill. It was really yummy and I was trying hard to have fun. I still had to go to the bathroom a couple of times. After we all went to the dance. The dance was so cool. I still felt bad though because I did not want to dance, I hurt too much to move. We did however go to a room at the dance where they taught us how to dance like in the "Pride and Prejudice" era. That was fun. I still had to keep going to the bathroom. Later Peter wanted to dance and I finally just told him what was wrong with me and then he took me home. He was very nice and understanding, but he surprised me when he didn't even open the car door for me, I had a huge dress on too. That is one of many things that like about Chris. When I got home I was still feeling nasty, but called Chris. He invited me to come over
to his place to watch a movie. I did, but told him what was up with me. He understood and was really sweet and nice to me. I didn't end up going to bed until 2 that night because of my pains! Saturday I took it easy most of the day. But that evening I met up with Chris, Heath, and Marcie to go to the BYU vs. Utah basketball game. It was so good and intense. I even saw Daniel and his group there! After the game we went to Chris's place and watched a movie.
